I wrote an account of my early life a few years ago which covered the period up to when I drove off with Dave. At the time I intended to follow it up with what my life with Dave is like. But as in so many things the moment was lost and I can't seem to get back to it. But I have learnt a great deal from Dave and have now developed a new way of looking at things. And one of the things I have been thinking is what kind of life would I have ideally had. This is quite a flight of imagination because I don't just want a different life in the world we live in.
Sunday, 28 May 2017
I have written before about how I met Dave and how he got the impression that I was a lot more experienced than I really was, and how I played along with it. This meant that I ended up with my first experience of being whipped taking place on my first night in his hands. He had been doing this kind of thing for many years. He was well equipped. And he knew how to inflict pain at a pretty intense level. So my first time was perhaps rather more special and memorable than it would otherwise have been.
Saturday, 21 January 2017
|20% of women would be slaves - the ones with the biggest breasts|
Once again I have been thinking about the BDSM enclave that I think someone should set up. Specifically I have been thinking about how the different categories of person should be filled. I think that only about 10% of the males can be dominant. They would have to be identified as the natural born leaders at around the age of 18 - maybe after two years in a school designed to both educate and select the best ones.
Sunday, 15 May 2016
Monday, 9 May 2016
There is no way that men can be the kind of effective strict disciplinarians that I think they should be unless they work hard on themselves. They need to be fit and strong. They need to be able to inflict pain on their slaves without succumbing to pity. And they need to have the skill to handle the whips, the belts and the manacles to hold the objects they are disciplining in place. So in my ideal BDSM enclave there would need to be a programme in place to keep the men in trim for their role.
Sunday, 24 May 2015
Dave isn't really all that into humiliation, or at least the humiliating things he does to me are so comfortable and familiar now that I don't really register them anymore. Being locked in a cage naked for an hour as decoration for his office while he does some work - doesn't everyone do that?