About Miss X

Quick list of what I have found out about her (I am such an anorak.)

Age 27

Not very intelligent but sort of shrewd and maybe even wise.

Two sisters, one older one younger.  Doesn't keep in touch with either much.  Parents separated but on good terms.  Doesn't see her Dad very often.

3 ex boyfriends.  Not very happy with any of them.  One of them could only come by masturbating, which he did over her tits.  (Don't blame him.  They are rather nice.)  Other two were okay but one got bored with her and dumped her and other bored her so she dumped him.

Hasn't really explored sex too much.  Never been spanked.  Hasn't tried bondage.  Not even sure if she likes oral either giving or receiving.

Very negative view of men  (Wince)

Fascinated by idea of a Master slave relationship, but has never considered being in one.

Self conscious about her appearance and weight.  Doesn't think she is attractive to men.

No opinions on politics or religion.

Miss X Visits

Just a few minutes to spare to bring the blog up to date on my Miss X project. Dave is away for a few days and so I had a chance to get into town.  I plucked up the courage to invite her back round after work yesterday.

Miss X

I'd better keep her name secret.  It is a million to one chance she would come across this blog but you never know.

Miss X works in a jewellery shop in the nearest town.  It is a quiet shop so I have had a chance to talk to her a few times.  She is about my age, maybe a shade older but she is much more grown up.  She didn't go to University and lives on her own in a flat above a shop in the same street that she works in.  She is blond and blue eyed like me, and is really pretty.  She is a little plump, but even so I can't believe she hasn't got a boyfriend.  This is the only hard fact I have about her at the moment.

I am not even sure she is heterosexual - it is hard to ask without appearing bigoted.  But we are now on first name terms and that it the first stage.  Next I must found out about what she does and where she goes.

Riding Crop

David bought a riding crop a few weeks before Christmas.  He has used it a few times and it hurts like fuck.   He explained his reasoning to me today.  His idea was that it wouldn't mark as badly as the cane so he could get a clean bottom back more quickly.  He prefers it when my skin is unbruised and he can enjoy bringing some colour to it.

It has been successful he says, and now he is going to try and use it several times in the same week.  The first session is tonight, and he is planning another on Wednesday.  It is interesting the way Doms' minds work.  A lot of thought goes into it all.

A New Year - New Challenges

So a new year.

There is so much that I have learnt over the last year.   After years of dreaming about it, I have now spent a year as a slave to a wonderful man.  It came more easily than I expected, mainly thanks to Him.  I hadn't expected it to lead to so many friendships as well, but I am now part of a small community of like minded people.

Public Punishment

I think there is one thing I really would love to change about the world.  As it is Master/slave relationships are frowned upon and have to be kept secret.  This means that punishments can't be carried out in public.

My Early Life

I think I have always had deep rooted feelings about submission.  I was a very well behaved little girl and hardly ever misbehaved. My parents were not especially strict, and even if they had been I gave them little if anything to be strict about.  I always did as I was told.  I am an only child.  This is something that a lot of people find interesting or significant.  But as I have always been an only child it has always seemed to me to be entirely normal and I have nothing to compare it with.